03 June 2011

Fat Girls On Bicycles

I must confess to you that there is a perfectly nice bike sitting in my garage which I have convinced myself I cannot ride because I am "too fat." Yes. It's a nice bike. Decent padded seat for my ample tushie. Nice handlebars. All painted up in bright, go-faster yellow. And it just sits in my garage. Unloved.

The Husband and I bought our bikes with our tax return and I am ashamed of what feels like, on my part, a huge waste of our money. I rode my bike around the bike shop's parking lot before I bought it, obviously, and did a brief trip to the end of our street when I brought it home, but haven't ridden it since.

I want to, but I really am afraid I'll embarrass myself in front of my neighbors. That they'll see me and laugh to themselves or, worse, pity me. I know it shouldn't matter what my neighbors think. I know my bike's manufacturer rates the frame safe for people even fatter than me. But I can't stop feeling anxious every time I look at my bike. (And I see it every day as I go to and from the garage).

So this is my new project: To build my body confidence up so that I will get on my bike and ride. And I stop giving a fig for what the neighbors might think or how I might look to them:

1 comment:

  1. I bought a bike...in fact I bought two. And I don't care what anyone thinks. We all have things about ourselves that we're not happy with, nobody is better than anyone else.

    I love riding my bike and it's great exercise. It's one of the best ways to get that weight off. And it's so much fun!

    I say get on that bike and ride it. You'll be glad you did!

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